Change

There are times in our life when we want to change something, when we want to start whole new life, to see world with different eyes. the reason we want this is because of people around us, Yes people are the main reason, when you find yourself in the circle of "Friends" who don't like you the way you are, then you just want to do something about it, you want to be different, you want to CHANGE.
Lots of us wants to be like celebrities, to be cool like them, so we imitate their style, their fashion, after this we lose our individuality, we become someone else. it's a problem when you follow someone else, when you don't want to do something just because someone told you that. every person is a main character in their life, so what's the point if we live like others wants us to live? if we do thing that others wants us to do? most of the times in our life we're looking for motivation, for inspiration to do something, but we're just looking, not trying to find it and reach it, we just go across the internet, listen to inspirational quotes and think about doing something.... the thing that pisses me off is that LIFE sometimes can be too heavy, yes even for a 16 years old kid, Life can be tough for everyone, some people are happy with everything they have and they continue to live that way until the end of their life... but for most of the people life is unfair, and one big reason is people that are around us! I've been in that situation, I had friends that made me feel like a loser, I thought I was nothing and I thought that I needed to be like them, and I was wrong. I just needed to find myself to improve my skills and do everything to be best version of me, I'm still trying, I'm also trying to find people that share same interest, same vision. because when you're with friends that don't like something that you do they call you a loser, just because they have different interests, they drag you down. sometimes friends that you know all your life can be your worst enemies. you think they are on your side all the time but suddenly they disappear when you need them.

The only thing that you need to change is people around you, people who you're contacting with, people who you see everyday. just stay away for a while and try to find yourself, then you will realize what you need and what you want. Find different group of people and find yourself.